Left Field
04/09/2023
Left Field
My feelings don't just come from nowhere. They are founded on something. Whether it's from childhood or a current situation, they are valid. They are not necessarily correct or true.…
Playing the Risky Game
03/09/2023
Playing the Risky Game
I'm aware. I'm tired of outside noise. Everybody's opinions from their fucked up lives and own traumas. My own head noise. Midlife isolation from judgment and toxicity. Get out. Everybody.…
Death of a Relationship
01/23/2023
Death of a Relationship
stages of loss: within one day I literally may go through them all. Back and forth in pure exhaustion. denial He's still here. Part of me wants to be normal.…
Commitment to Being Myself
12/15/2022
Commitment to Being Myself
I'm going to hug people. I'm going to wear high-heels. I'm going to wave at dogs in cars. I'm going to rescue animals. I'm going to talk to strangers. I'm…
You can do it
12/10/2022
You can do it
I have a hard time letting go because I see the good first and make excuses for others' behaviors as I go. I want to help, learn, teach, love. I…
Peacekeeper
12/04/2022
Peacekeeper
I was once told being a peacekeeper is the ultimate form of self-betrayal. While this may be true, I think it's circumstantial. Basically, when is the appropriate time to keep…
Inevitable Attraction
12/04/2022
Inevitable Attraction
I've cheated. Why do we have to call it that? And why do we have to be so hurt by it, leave relationships because of it, and shame ourselves so…
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